My Prayer

 A Reflection on My Birthday

When life gives you a thousand reasons to desire something, realize, that Allah has a million knows about what you need. Enjoy every seconds with sincerely, end this tiredness with smile. May your days be better than yesterday.

Life is full of mystery, sometimes. Excite, complicated and confuse. But in every single moment is unique. Admit a life means confess the existence of God. And being live is a miracle.

Beautiful women paint strength through problems. Smile when she oppressed, laugh when her heart crying, blessing when she insulted, bewitching for forgiveness. Beautiful women love with no reward. Become stronger in prayer and hope. This is writing for the beautiful women belong to Allah.

If Allah loves somebody, He will afflict them with trial. If they be patient, then Allah will choose. If they are sincere, Allah will purify, if you think how hard to walk and so tired to be patience, that’s the indication of the answer, why thus struggle is bitter, because heaven is so nice.

Don’t beg Allah to demulcent burden, but ask Him to strength your bone. In suffering tested your patience, in struggling tested your sincere.

Rabb….

You have power to stop my vein

You have power to take my breath away

You have power to take my soul

When I ask Allah to give me a stalk of flower, He gives me prickly pear

When I ask for a cute animal, He gives me a caterpillar

I’m so disappointed and protest

Why…?

But then…the prickly pear is blooming beautifully

The caterpillar become a beautiful butterfly

That’s Allah’s way

Become beautiful at the appropriate time

Allah doesn’t give what we desire, what we wish to

But Allah will give what we need,

Yaa Allah, don’t make my shahadat just into a statement

My salat just a motion

My fast (saum) just a duty

My worship just a pride

It caused the great vain on me

When my Islamism just an uniform

My faith just a statement

Charity just a knowledge

At the time, the great deception is on me

When the death just considered as a story telling

Hell (naar) is just an announcement

Torture in hereafter is just a word

At the time, the great arrogance is on me

Then, yaa Allah, please protect me from that badness

And guide me to Your right path