Ask, then you will be granted

Ask, then you will be granted

I always ask Him, everything I want

Sometimes my request is granted, sometimes not

He doesn’t give what I want, but He gives what I need

Sometimes, I beg Him many times, but He doesn’t grant yet

My request is not granted because I ask impossible things

Then He replace with the better one

He gives everything I need, not everything I want

He makes me feel comfort, when I whimper to be granted

He gives me patience, while I can’t stop persuading, asking and begging

I ask, and then He gives

I give, then He replace by tenfold

I bear begging, He folds every wishes

But I never realized

Always forget to say thank

Forget to say Alhamdulillah…

When I need help and beg Him

Back to Him and whimper

Then I forget to say thank, again

But He doesn’t care

He keeps me in His-Love

Guide me to His path, to Hikmah (wisdom)

But why do I pretend not to feel it

When He postpone to grant intentionally

To give me time to think

Have I say thank?

But I ‘m going easy to suspect

Why? Why my prayers are not granted yet?

But, He never be angry at me

He guides me to His path once more

Again, I pretend not to feel anything

O ‘me myself’ beggarly

Why you count your little goodness?

And hope to be replied worldly?

Do you forget?

He gives you grace beyond ocean

Beyond the sky and worldwide

Much than leaves, branches in the jungle

The goodness you have done may disappear anytime

But not to His merciful and love

You are Arrogant

You are not sensitive

Blind senses

To take the lesson in every event

You, the one who just afford ASKING