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Ramadan Is Coming, Are You Ready?

Taqobalallahu minna waminkum, shiyamana washiyamakum....

Wish this Ramadan be the sweetest..! Open my mind, eyes and heart, that may be it is my last ramadan, who knows? I hope Allah brings me to the brightest way, guide me in every single day and let me to always keep close to Him.

It is time to improve myself, to keep close with Him, Who I'm belong to. It is time to take a contemplation, to realize whether my time will be end before or after Ramadan. Can I see it next year? Can I through one month full perfectly? Can I be the best graduate in this month of 'tarbiyah'?

Yaa Allah, I realize that life never ends yet, the end is my breath. I realize that how much the mistakes I've ever made, ever forgot to say thank to You when You give me chance one more and more, Grant all my wishes and Give all I need, but I never forget to say 'laa ilaaha illaa Allah...' in every my heartbeat and breath

O Allah.... give me one more chance

To do my best for future in the day of resurrection

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Seeking 4 Love

 My True Story

In Masjiid, in His Mercy, hours ago, I prayed to God; “Yaa Allah, when my heart feel so empty, when a friend of mine shared me with her indifferent, ‘give’ me a truly friend who share me with her joy and sadness. A friend who guide me to Your Way, love me because of You. A best friend who I ever met 9 years ago”. I prayed, closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes, I saw someone’s right hand over to my face, smiling so nice. Then she introduced herself, she has just come from Java. We told many things, became chummy, while I asked to myself; “it is so fast Allah accepts my plea.”We exchanged no each other, email and blog. Unconscious still, to realize how close Allah to me, every my breath & every beat of my heart. I know He Loves me, more than just a friend. Allah, The Almighty, The One Who Has everything I need.

Years ago, when I decided to be a good Muslim (Kaafah), read many books about Islam, recite Quran, and wore hijab (cover my head with veil prescribed by the rules in Quran), I found a truly friend who I share my joy and sadness, Allah, my Lord, the truly friend. I asked everything to Him.

My Prayer

 A Reflection on My Birthday

When life gives you a thousand reasons to desire something, realize, that Allah has a million knows about what you need. Enjoy every seconds with sincerely, end this tiredness with smile. May your days be better than yesterday.

Life is full of mystery, sometimes. Excite, complicated and confuse. But in every single moment is unique. Admit a life means confess the existence of God. And being live is a miracle.

Beautiful women paint strength through problems. Smile when she oppressed, laugh when her heart crying, blessing when she insulted, bewitching for forgiveness. Beautiful women love with no reward. Become stronger in prayer and hope. This is writing for the beautiful women belong to Allah.

If Allah loves somebody, He will afflict them with trial. If they be patient, then Allah will choose. If they are sincere, Allah will purify, if you think how hard to walk and so tired to be patience, that’s the indication of the answer, why thus struggle is bitter, because heaven is so nice.

Don’t beg Allah to demulcent burden, but ask Him to strength your bone. In suffering tested your patience, in struggling tested your sincere.

Rabb….

You have power to stop my vein

You have power to take my breath away

You have power to take my soul

A Life Reflection

A life’s Reflection (dedicated to you….)

When life doesn’t stand beside you, when it let you fall down, you have to know that you are not in a mess, but it is the beginning of new life.

Sometimes, sadness is absolutely needed….to improve yourself. To recognize the mistakes.

Just cry, to let your pain and sorrow go

Crying is humane, not only monopolized by women but also for men. Is there anything wrong with tears?

If your heart broken into ‘pieces’….look back at the path you have taken. There’s must be something remain that you have to build in. there shall be something surprising you, you may see some flowers blooming among the thorns.

Rainbow appears after raining, weeds can grow in desert

Fatamorgana in desert is an illusion that must be translated, don’t let it steamed and just become a hallucination

Build what still remained, ripped cloth can be sewed